Wednesday October 05, 2011 at 1:07

it’s an accomplishment to be alive.

My job is a continuous reminder of how precious life is. In a blink of an eye, things can change; life can begin, life can end. In the past year, I’ve seen so many families whose lives have changed with one diagnosis, with one event. This post is dedicated to all the families and parents who have had to live through it all. Those parents who are finding out that their child has a tumor or cancer. Those parents who suddenly found their child intubated, on 5 different monitors, and poles of IV pumps and drips. Props to you for keeping your child alive. For never settling for the provider who brushed off your concerns. For pursuing your gut feeling. 

Be thankful you’ve reached this age because so many children die everyday and sometimes, it’s just the way life is. But no matter what, no life is ever wasted. Each person is here for a reason, no matter how long or how short they’re here for. Remember to thank your parents for keeping you alive. Remember to thank God for letting you live. Your life is precious. Remember that when you’re having a bad week, month, or year. It’s an accomplishment and a blessing to be alive. 

Wednesday August 03, 2011 at 1:10

I realized I forgot to chart at least 5 things today on top of the fact that I mischarted something the other day. I feel like I always forget things so easily these days, that I’m slow and inefficient, and that I don’t respond as fast to things as I should. I’m slow in every way possible. 

On the way out, I got a hug and a thank you from a parent. Today I was someone’s “great nurse.” Stability and money may be one of the greatest perks about this job, but I have yet to feel stable and yet to feel that the stress is worth the money. No, the best thing about my job and the only real reason that I keep coming back is my patients and their families. 

For a new nurse, for someone who still feels so unsure of herself, they make the difference. I am forever thankful to get the chance to work with them. 

To hopefully less days of mistakes and more days of being a “great nurse.” :)

Wednesday July 27, 2011 at 20:21

Thankful for days where I can sit under a tree and read a good book :)

Thankful for days where I can sit under a tree and read a good book :)

Monday July 18, 2011 at 12:56

My dearest Celine, 
you are my new addiction <3
Love, 
Jessica

My dearest Celine, 

you are my new addiction <3

Love, 

Jessica

(Source: mybittersweetfaith)

Reblogged from Blue Moon On the Rise.

Tuesday June 28, 2011 at 0:17

Some days I hate my job and some days I don’t. Other days I realize how amazing my job is. We don’t “fix” everyone and there are even deaths, but how awesome is it that I get to help try to keep a child alive? Most people will never ever understand the burden and the reward of being a Peds ICU nurse. I am proud, even if it’s just for a day :)

now cue the choc advertisement lol

Wednesday June 22, 2011 at 0:24

true story.

true story.

Tuesday June 21, 2011 at 15:40

Reblog if at some point you’ve tried to see if you had super powers.

10knotes:

All the time.

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Tuesday June 14, 2011 at 20:47

i miss her already

i miss her already

Monday June 13, 2011 at 19:29

so proud, MFFL &lt;3

so proud, MFFL <3

Friday June 10, 2011 at 14:35

sometimes i think i really hate my job. I’m so confused. Sometimes I really wish I could just a be a stay at home something. But would I hate that too? I don’t really know what I want to do or who I want to be anymore. I can’t stand my own whining anymore, I can’t stand my anxiety, I don’t cope as well as other people. Growing pains suck.